"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

Again I say to you, you are not the one, Susi!

I guess Islam is right about how to find a man. Having relationship out of the syariah law is way to risky, especially to women. 
 
It hurts, not only my heart but my physical chest. I am crying (as if it is new!). What left is tears.

"If you confused weather he cares you or not, he is not, if he does, you wont confuse". that is right.

I keep checking what time is it there to guess possible free time to reply a message, tho it just need seconds, so its not about the time! You know what is it about.

So yeah again and again, you are not the one, you have dignity, hold your pain and move!


Allaah, from the deep of my heart, if you let me have one, I ask the one who can fulfil my heart, who truly care what I am feeling. I am not asking him to give me a ton of gold, but a genuine love and responsibility. I promise, I will be a good partner as well.[]

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