Whats so Hard to Breakup

Got new insight from my therapist book. When we are broken heart, get separated from our beloved one, the pain isn't just come from how hard it is to let him go. But also to let go the hope and expectation that has been built of the future and to let away the time and effort that we have invested to get the relationship works. All gone in the same time.

You have to get used to not get any text notification that you check anytime between your works and before your bed. You have to get used to do some alone without him. And might think there will be no one better than him.[]

International Working Environment

I watched a vlog of  a man living in Europe. He said since the first he wants to work in aN international working environment, a work place that use English for communication. I was wondering why, he does speak the local language well.

Until one day I visited my friends working place. Its his part time job. All people there are from different country. Like one country one person. They have their own face, culture, and language but adjust each other to be fit and in a synergy to do one thing. I just can feel the difference. In my work place, I am the only foreigner and in my part time work, all are Indonesian. And so now, I am glad if I can be in that kind of working environment.

He just Left Away

It was march 22nd. I was sad that morning. I did expect at least he says good bye, but no. I think its right. Its different the way I see him and the way he sees me, even the way of all of them see me and the way I see them. Life is so diverse.