"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Tuesday, January 26, 2021

Productive Depression

I know a person named Evelyne. She had depression for like 7 years. It feels like she had skipped the life for that long years, suddenly got 32 yo after starting her miserable time years ago.

I am not trying to say I am having depression, the official depression. I just have a miserable time for the past 2 years and 4 months. The lowest mental level of my life so far, and I dont know until when (it could be end next week tho, maybe). But you know what? last night I was thinking, even if I had depression, skipping life for the past 2 years, hey! I pursued MASTER DEGREE 😁😁 What a productive miserable days!

Monday, January 25, 2021

Donald J Trump

How come he could be a president. Moreover, how come millions of people chose him to be the president. What kind of mindset want him to be a leader. 😐

Monday, January 4, 2021

New Year 2021

I kinda hope can get the vibe of new year new me. New year new hope. Well this new year was just like friday that comes after thursday, except I didnt come to lab.

Should I try? new year new me. iyuh cringe haha

I have a bunch of post drafts on 2020. Should I finish and publish it? but it mostly about sorrowness. If I keep post it then its not new me 😅. Ooh stop it.

Just wait until methanol splash into it 🙉