Love is blind, so that we cant see whether its a grace or a shit. Thus we need God Sight to guide us.

Hanya Aku

Aku pernah memperjuangkanmu saat ternyata kamu sedang memperjuangkan orang lain

Setiap kali pandanganku tak menjangkaumu, aku merindukanmu. Padahal ternyata, kau sedang ada untuk melepas rindu pada yang lain

Pada setiap larut aku mendapatimu di ruang kerjamu, aku mengkhawatirkanmu. Kedinginankah kamu? Laparkah kamu? Kesepiankah kamu? Tapi belakangan aku tahu, didetik yang sama, kau punya orang yang menemanimu dari balik telefon

Sendirian Merindu

Ada rindu yang lebih menyakitkan dari sekedar rindu

Rindu yang tak berbalas, rindu yang tak punya tempat berlabuh

Rindu yang meskipun ia yang kau rindukan sedang kau tatap, tak jua bisa kau melepasnya, bahkan sekedar berucap "aku merindumu"

-sh-

A thing called priority

A couple years ago, there was a quote that sounds so wise but I denied the validity.

"No one is too busy. It just the matter of priority"

Now, I fully understand and agree. And its people's right to sort their own priority. I cant ask a person to put me on the up list nor even the same level as the other.

I cant ask him give his 5 minutes to reply my message nicely even though I see him give his hours to talk sweetly with the other.

I can explain nothing

💔

Its just your problem

A friend said "Thing that important or is a problem for us doenst always important or a problem for others". I agree. No matter how clear you explain that, you will just end up with being disappointed.

I heard that we can not compel someone to like us. That way also, I cant ask someone to be care of me. You really dont have right for that.

One-sided

Love : Is it true that love is painful?

Logic: NO

Love : Then why I only feel hurt?

Logic : Because you are loving alone

😅

Exactly 3 AM

Mostly overthinking, sometimes depression and instagram.

Rindu

Ternyata, rindu tak melulu perkara jarak dan masa.

Ku merindumu, yang dihadapku, namun tak dapat kuraih.

I make a try

If I want, I can let those all uncomfortable situations happen and just fill my days with HATING you. But I dont. I wanna have a good relationship and please help me. 

The true comedian in our country. Papa.

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People are change

Just like every person is different, a person can be different from time to time.

Sleep!

Its almost 4 hours, all the lamp are off, I left my phone and lying on the bed nicely. Im tired, sleepy and dizzy for being too sleepy. Hi brain, what are u working on?? Take a rest~~ (just in sleeping time yaaacch)

Cant expect more of him

No matter how nice he is to you, if he doenst text you much, if he says "Im sorry I fotgot" and moreover never asked you for going out, then dont have any expectation of him. His kindness is just part of him as human being. 

😳

No matter how nice they are, being left out is just natural sometime.. 😊 it is okay

You have a good quality, so show it

See, now you should look back again the reason why you are here now. You cant let small things interfere your way, lower your energy nor defect your quality. I do believe, a 100% what you plant, thats what you'll harvest. When you do your best, you are the one you have benefited.