There is no enough room for my heart to feel broken again. I also dont want it. I remember how painful it was. How I couldnt even feel my own body, I felt like walking while not stepping on earth. I wanted to run away but didnt know where to go. I spent a lot of money to fly to my friend in Jakarta just to "escape" and cry every single night there without my friend see. I dont know if I heal my self or time heals. Maybe now I am better or just because I am too tired of pain. There is pain in my heart but I dont wanna go through the same amount of pain anymore.
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