"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Thursday, May 25, 2023

I am scared.

I am scared. Again and again. I am scared to face my future. I am scared to work with new people. I am scared to move to another place. I am scared to start a new things. I am just scared to live.

If its not because I am still have faith and I believe that ending my ownlife is not allowed and will just bring me to a forever pain, I might have end it. To keep alive is just to hard and scary.

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