My tooth and alonst half of my face are paining and when remembering that I also still have untreated health issue, I feel uncomfortable to my own body. I feel bad to not treat my body well.
I cant explain the numbness and the pain my body feel at the same time. I feel lonely to the point that I am not worth alive. What for? No friends, no family, no job, no achievements. Just magining put effort to make new friends is overwhelming and so do build a family and do job. I dont feel worthy.
I do have awarness of what I have so that I have to be grateful. Food in the fridge, room heater to warm my body from thw minus temperature outside and money for living. Thank you God. But still I want to say, I am suffocating right now.
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