"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Monday, January 3, 2022

Tired

I am tired.
Live is tiring.
I dont wanna die yet dont wanna live this way. 
I want to break this bubble.
I wanna feel the breeze on the beach.
I wanna hear the chirp of the birds.

Im embarassed being like this.
I dont like me.
I dont want people mock me to see me like this.
I am wondering whats my value but I cant let people say Ive no value.

Im afraid I would only hurt and make bored people around me.

But Im wondering. Maybe being died is peaceful. I wont feel anything. 
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