One of my old friend. I dont know why she picked that nickname for her new instagram account. I got a lot of easiness from her when I firstly came to Korea and also to be my closest neighbor. I left her when I moved to Seoul then I got busy with my live desperation and just forgot her.
She said yesterday when we are in a severe turbulence, a slight disturbance could instantly makes you feel unworthy. I didnt talk much yet but by hearing that, I guess her days werent okay as well. What she said is totally true. There are many times, I get bad mood or deeply feeling useless just after facing small thing. Turbulence that other people dont feel at all.
Please dont think I am keeping my self drowning here. I am tired too. I wanna get out. But I cant just snap it. I want to just snap it. Its hard to explain to people whom never be in this position. Talking to them will only hurt you more. But to know that you are not alone, to know that there are people that could understand you when you are trying to explain your situation, it lighten the burden.
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