"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Tuesday, June 4, 2019

Self-diagnose ❌

I wonder things that I defined as anxiety is really the definition of anxiety in term of health disorder.
I wonder if that thoughts of committing suicide are really a problem.
I wonder whether I am the victim or the suspect for drowning too much in what happened in the past.
I wonder whether I can train my own self for relieving panic everytime I will face a non-ideal condition.

Are those things negatively effect my life? Yes of course. But how much the impact should be so its reasonable to come to the expert?
What if I come but then they just laugh at me for exaggerated self diagnose?
What if its really a problem then I can get the solution and live happier? Whats the most comfortable life except living happily?
I am worried if I have bad insight of life.
I am worried if I am just doing stupid self diagnose.
I am worried if I am the one that make my self getting worse.
How I should define and see my life?
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