No Give Up for the Bad Past

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This is my first time to watch drama program not in holiday. I chose King 2 Hearts among 35 Korean Dramas/films titles I haven't watch in my hard-disk. Twenty episodes and approximately 63 minutes duration each. If its drama be played every week, its need 4 until 5 months. Mm.. but I'm sure we just need less than 2 days to finish watching it. 

Usually, message or learning are inserted in the story, we can get it easily. But sometimes the learning we get is not from the whole story or the main message created. In King 2 Hearts I get one learning that come from about 2 minutes conversation of the 1260 minutes total duration. Its Kim Bong Gu and Queen Dowager. I get the Indonesian subtitle. 

“Keluarga retak. Benar. Aku telah melakukan kegiatan amal jadi aku mengetahuinya. Tapi, apa kau pikir anak-anak itu berakhir sepertimu? Tidak. Masih ada yang baik dan patut dihargai.”

In a long time I keep thinking, why some children should get bad experiences whereas they do not do anything bad, when they need great experiences to grow as a great people too. The childhood experiences, whether remembered or not,  It will really affect their entire life. That's why we often see that someone don't plan to marry because she saw their parent fight everyday, someone do sodomy because he ever become the victim of the same case in the past, someone afraid to come up because environment cant tolerate her to make any mistake, someone cant communicate well because their parents badly communicate with him. Many social problems come from person who live in broken home. then, to whom we should put the blame? the poor child? I don't know.

Honestly, I also have some bad experiences when I'm in my childhood. I'm not put the blame on anyone, if its a mistake, its forgiven already. But, I still forgive many mistakes -if its a mistake- that I did because of my past. I still tolerate many things I cant do because of my past. I give up for my past. Now, should I keep it like that? Are all people go like that so its tolerable? "Tidak. Masih ada yang baik dan patut dihargai" and as we know, other people don't care about our past, they just know that people should do the right things. Yes, we cant blame our self too, but its also not true if we give up and just accept without trying.

You know person in the picture? The royal guard in the drama. There is no relation with the topic. I just fall in love with this character. I was waiting for his happy ending with the princess, but he died after all his great dedication. Its the most shocking part of the drama and make me suddenly say this when go to bad and woke up in the next morning "cinca? kenapa dia mati coba, iiih, Eun Shi-Kyung". It will kept until several days in my mind, yes as other drama that have uncompleted happy ending will give certain impression to the viewers.