Customer Service

I got work. Almost exactly what once I wanted to have. It was almost 2 years ago when I visit my friend's work place. I think I share as well in this blog that I said I wanted International work environment. Yea that time, I visited remittance office. I sort of wished that I could also work there, everyday meet people from many countries but doing work that doesnt need me to randomly come to person and asked a favor from them to do something (shortly say: direct marketing/sales). I was thinking about customer service. I thought maybe it would be better. I had high empathy, I like to be nice to people, to be helpful rather than ask people to do something. And customer service is here is still have good salary tho wont be excellent compare to other field.

Its different remittance but I exactly same position: customer service (tho they name it as xxxx manager). But basically its customer service. At first I got offer for marketing manager. I keep trying to apply tho hesitate because I just dont feel good with marketing activity (such creative idea, leading marketing activity, direct approach, making deal, etc). I keep apply as I need to get job soon to survive. But then, after sometimes, they informed me that right now that position isnt available and they need more that customer service position. Yea I feel it fits me more.

But omg.. there many sides that I feel good with this job, but one. I dont feel good to be called as customer service. I feel better when I was called a researcher. It is fine Susi, this is your  journey to learn live, to find yourself.