"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Wednesday, January 18, 2023

Plane Crash

Allaah.. its hurting. Living like this is painful. I dont feel worthy. I feel insufficient. Im not likeable. I am scared facing my life. I need a hand to hold my hand, to guide me and strengthen me. I am not confident and scared. But I dont think there is a single person who can wholeheartedly hold my hand. I need Your hand. You are the only one that can truly see me.

Allaah, yesterday I said I will just do things with scared. But now I am thinking to give up. Can I just leave through a plane crash? It may just need 10 seconds. I dont kill my self and my family will still get some money for living.
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