"When your head gets noisy, write it down" turn out it looks like a complaining and crazy blog now. It was blog full of critical thinking, social cause awareness, motivation and other positive energy. But at a point, it flipped 180 degree, there some posts tried to back to those "positive energy only", but not yet succeeded. Keep fall and fall. Anyway, dont you think write down your crazy thoughts here is better than to mainstream social media?

Tuesday, December 1, 2020

EGO

Ofcourse its not a new word. I dont see it as different meaning now and then, but I think now I have deeper understanding of what I have known. Everyone has their ego. In some moments ego makes things worse. I have ego, they have ego. My ego make their ego higher and their higher ego make my ego even higher. Their "mistakes" "allow" you to make "mistakes", your "mistakes" "allow" them to make "mistakes". Such a snowball.

Who is eager to stop? Stop by starting.
Start to forgive first without thinking who is right, who is wrong.
Start to talk first without thinking who should start talking first.
Start to admit their part on worsen the situation.
Start to throw a sympathy. 

I am still wonder what makes people could start to "step back".
Wanna be wise? mature?
Will it be a snowball as well if one person started? a snowball in the opposite way.
I am still in the state that I want to be right when I am right, not to be wise.
What makes people want to be wise?
What can makes people turn down their ego?

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